Saturday, June 30, 2007;
hmmms .
ii think this poems is niice Ohhs .
so post norhhs .
ENJOY =DD
FRAGILE HEART
I reminise of the lovely start
Of the series when you stole my heart
And as the time passed day by day
I tried to take the feeling away
Because I knew that it all would end
With you being no more than a friend
Now I sit here with no friend at all
In fact, heartbreak is what I recall
Now I can't even trust another
Guy with love, not even like a brother
I keep my distance, for my heart's sake
For I endured all the lost hope I can take
You know what, screw love! It helped tear my life apart
If only I could feel some hope in my broken fragile heart x/33
Reality
The only thing
That comes between me
And pure happiness
Is this nightmare of reality
The pain is so crushing
Its as if im being stoned
Will the pressure crush me
And break my every bone?
I bare no marks on my wrists
But Ive slashed my mind to shreds
And all this torture and agony
Is locked inside my head
How long does it take
To drown yourself?
How long have I lasted
In this health?
An ability to see
The gift to hear
Will be gone
Within the year
Sometimes death does not solve
Any of the problems
But in this case
Its the answer, so I will solve all of them
I finally found a solution
To all the pains of life
All you do is wield the blade
Stab a broken heart with the knife
This is the reality
Of a tortured soul
And every lost person
Will seek this ending goal
You never gave me a chance
You carried me to the highest mountain
Patted me down on its snowy tip
I thought you would hold me closely
And try to not let me slip
But all love must come to an end
Whether we wish it or not
I just never thought you would push me down
And help me to meet my horrible fate
Maybe if I hadn't been so blind
Maybe if I had never needed you to survive
I would still be standing strong
Through the tough winds and all
I had let you take my heart
Unlock it with my hidden key
I thought that instead of saying I
I could now be saying we
I let you see within my soul
And all my secrets that had never been told
I was a fool to think I could trust you
I was a child in hope to find love
I thought I could be safe with you
Always in your arms....
I told you to prove your love to me
You said you would give me a ring
I said that wasn't good enough
You had to sing it to me
That was when I heard your voice
It made me warm inside
If only I had noticed,
The look of hate in your eyes....
You put me on your strong back;
Carried me onto the mountain
You told me you would show me, how much you loved me
If only I had realized
That this love was all a lie
That all you had ever wanted
Was to see me weaken and cry...
.You carried me to the highest mountain
And set me down on the tall, little peek
I thought as you reached out to touch me;
It was meant for a loving embrace;
to wake me from my daze....
I thought you would hold me,
So I wouldn't be able to slip and fall
But all love must come to an end
Even though I had thought our love was not a fantasy
I had never come to realize
The sweet words you had spoken to me;
They were all lies
For you to destroy me,slowly and mentally
You reached out for me;
You tipped me off of the ledge
I gasped and pleaded for you to help me
To lend out your helpful hand
All you had done was shook your head
And watched as my tears fell
All this time you had the key to my heart
But instead of feeding it...
You naturally let it die....
You had told me you loved me
But they were all bitter lies
As my tears kept falling
You sighed in small grief
I don't know why you did it
I don't know what made you so bitter and enraged
You let my hand slip and fall
As I met my horrible fate
I thought you were the one
I thought the love would last
But how could it,
When you had never given it a chance?
LOVEmwiieTWICE 
8:26 PM
hmmms .
hen siann orhhs .
jus nOw audi .
almost every roundd ii win .
muakakaaa =x
ii jus did summ quiz .
so damn SIANN
tralalalaaas .
laii laii ..
ii do da quiz
iimLOVED
LOVEmwiieTWICE
7:03 PM
hmmms .
so lonqq neba post lher .
can say is ii lazii post =x
kekee . lalalaa x))
henn siann orhhs .
nOw ii finally nOe wadd happen
michhelle ,
frm now on, ur NOT my fwenn anniimore .
nn thats FINAL .
uu liar .
FCUK OUTA MY LIFE LARHHS .
hahhs .
duno yy iim so fed upp nOw .
ii dun mind her looks larhhs .
it's just that ..
yy must she lie ?
ii hate liars .
hmmms . ii still vehh blur .
ii fOund out that alvina .
everytime in audi , she rather pei her fwenn than pei mwwiie .
is lyke ...
so WHAT norhhs .
haii... nebamind barhhs .
ii felt that ii dun belonqq anywhere ..
hmmms . wadd more to sae nehhs ?
nOw skuu start lher .
vehh stress .
ALOT HOMEWORKS =(
ii HATE skuu TT .
its jus lyke a TOTAL TORTURE larhhs .
nn ii cant use cOmp on weekdaes oshO .
henn sadd hOr =s
now my grandma NAGGING .
IRRITATIINNG x_x
hao larhhs . ii stopp lerhs .
MUACKKIIIES . iimLOVED
LOVEmwiieTWICE
4:35 AM
